Kagami wa doko? |Sunday, February 10, 2008 | 06:52 p.m.
"kimi wa boku nanda, boku wa kimi nanda".. watashi no, ai suru hito.. kimi dake, meso dake.. sorede.. ano hito dake. Shiawase wa mite iru.
Fuck, it's a harsh word. Ah well.. |Saturday, February 9, 2008 | 01:06 p.m.
A genious (aka. a lazy arse) at work, on the bed resting while making it into a software is what being an SE is. Software Engineers.
I just had one of my first task as an SE officier in my campus, analyzing a premade software. At first it may seems hard, but today I feel more like a critic towards other made technologies, mostly concerns softwares. It maybe a hectic life as an SE officier, but I'm willing to learn what does it takes to be the best. One keyword I relearned lately is "PERFECTION", but simply in an engineer's eye point of view, it is to minimize as much problems as possible. It's a sort of hipocritic way of saying "I want perfection, but I know all things made by human is never perfect". This is true my friend, just how well we see it difference how well a SE person is. Aside from that, is to improve, improve, improve. Difference that we and real engineers is that on the end product we are producing, fact is both consitutions are very similar but consuptions of tools and tricks we use are according on how the workflow ends. Either way, it's an early path towards an Elite SE person. More productivity, more output, more secure, more efficient use of resources. The basic idea to be an SE officier. The next word is trend. I'll see how this world ends, and meet its demand.
Fucking bitch |Friday, February 8, 2008 | 02:21 p.m.
Single Digit Account |Friday, February 1, 2008 | 03:24 p.m.
Now now, it's not of the account number that is in single digit, but what's written in it lol. I kept wondering on one particular thing, how the heck did it end up with less than five bucks. As I could remember usually it cannot go lower than 10 bucks, or did bank Islam decided to automaticly to pay for my zakat harta XD
That should be a new system right? capped to all muslims whom are working, an automatic cut to your pay slip. OR, maybe the goverment should consider placing a 2% cut from their salary taxes then directly to zakat counter. That way, everyone who deliberately forgot about zakat would say "Oh nice, that kid who made that zakat system actually made use of our tax money usage in a good manner" XD I'll be famous and Allah will be proud of me XD
In this manner, maybe we see how corruptions overflow from the mouths of the unseen infedels from a higher view. Still, an Idea is still an Idea. But how sakit hati it may seems, nothing will side with the real future. Everyone forgets, that's why they never really bother about this and that. Then I'll just humm "Beyond the Rainbow, oh why oh why.." silently sleeping.
Ilmu betimbun tak guna juga, when you have no one to support what you are fighting for. "Save yourself" is still a piority one. Today I stand as one whom have lost everything, I still will try to find myself to seek a brighter tomorrow.
Shut up. Pay up your zakat, like now!
Choco addiction |Sunday, January 27, 2008 | 03:28 p.m.
Aunt bought for me some chocolates from the airport yesterday, and was invited for a all girls + a guy shopping day. We traveled around klcc, sungai wang and Ampang. Just when I got back home, I'd figure to test out the SLR camera my elder bro lend from his university for some shots of the chocolates while they are still intact with it's package.
It was fun yesterday :) though the last part probably I'm not sure what happened, maybe I was spacing out a lot, sometimes. Thanks for the choco :)
While taking pictures, I've decided to take some pictures of the new born kitties
Akino's travel |Saturday, January 26, 2008 | 09:48 a.m.
Everything from aunt, even the songs from aunt Yoko. I even had that slight feeling to turn by back on Maaya chan, it's still a confusing feeling after all this while. It's like Akino is singing what Maaya suppose to. I'm not sure where aunt realization lies in, is being an artist too much to ask? or the competition is so strong that it caused cracks here and there. I can observe a sort of royalty issues going on, sometimes for what all this happen, guess it was money problem after all. Sometimes I just feel ready to ignite all the networks that I've tried so hard to protect. Deep within our hearts we know what was wrong. Greed.
The release of this album was a blessing, as it was also a curse, a mockery. The term "used" was widely known after all this time. What I noticed was that, Maaya's eyes were "opened", she trusted in those feelings, in those stories, in changing such future. Though that we may have slight in religious terms, our God is still one, the very same. I'm sure my wish will come true, it will pull through, I trust Allah in that.
The hurting in your heart, follow it and always keep your eyes on the important things in life and death. Never every stray from that path, reaching back to Allah, the creator of everything.
My personal advice? I'm a man whom knows nothing, touches nothing, felt nothing.. from there I learn what it means to hold something, to held warmly in my hands, to feel what it means to being loved or sadness. Kanarazu, I will get you all over safely, with my own strength, given from Allah swt. Even if I have to fly with one black wing.
Milestone |Wednesday, January 23, 2008 | 11:50 a.m.
A new semester has started, it's been a week and a half. Expected a shift in house soon, tons of work and arrangement to be done. Assignment is coming in already, need to be serious this time.
Sometimes looking for Orion is not that hard, finding love in within you and in your loved one is probably harder. A love that exceeds expectations, that goes beyond time and space, a love that reach the skies. A pure love, free of sins.
